Posted: 23rd April 2018 06:27
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Black Waltz Posts: 900 Joined: 12/7/2011 Awards: |
...Sometimes I wonder if my life was real, simply by virtue of how awful it's been. Many people have much more awful lives than me, and I bet they wonder the same thing. Life can be so bad at times that it feels like one long torment, where all your dreams are forever just an inch out of reach and people are constantly working to antagonize everything that you do.
...That is life. It isn't pretty (always) and it isn't fun (except once in a while). It's work. Survival is work. You want to survive? It isn't simply a matter of going to work and making money. You have to believe that survival is the right choice, the good choice, the honorable choice. You have to want to stick with the fight, eyes on the road, it isn't over till it's over. It takes an absolutely stubborn as a mule person to live, and an even more stubborn person to try to live well. Stubbornness can make a person irritating, deconstructive, and very difficult to deal with, but for some people, it is all that is keeping them going. I am too stubborn to die. I refuse to do that line. I will be in my trailer. This post has been edited by Spooniest on 23rd April 2018 06:30 -------------------- X is blue. |
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